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I am a prostitute. I have actually been a woman of the street considering that I was minor. I'm in my mid-30s now. I am not one of those This is my calling! I can stop anytime I wish to!, or I can choose my customers and I would never work with the unpleasant ones! Not at all. I do not want to belittle their experiences, part of it may be true for them, however after many years of hearing from them-- hearing how my unfavorable experiences in prostitution are all my own fault and ought to not be spoken of, I have begun to question their truth as well, not just my own fact. I was also one of those who talked the customers how lovely it is to see them, how pleased I am to work with them, how they are my favourite customers. I truly tried to make myself think it too.

The reality is, of course, I was very happy to see their money, and I was also very pleased to see them leave me alone after our sessions. Cheerfully shouting at them as they left: Thanks! Which in fact implied: Thanks for the money so I can survive another day, I'm so pleased that it's over for today. However I will never get out of this unpleasant task, so I must try to keep my regulars delighted to avoid the dangers that come with satisfying new clients.

And I was frequently told by customers that my Girlfriend Experience was incredible, practically ideal. Simply an impression or was it real, Jo? This was asked in some cases. I was frequently told that I was completely involved with my clients in our sessions. That my pleasure was not fake, that I actually seemed to enjoy sex. What sex? I have no memories of the sex part at all, they are all suppressed under the well-practised performance. The efficiency that helped me survive in this world because I was a kid.

The clients wondered if there were actually some genuine, hot feelings in between us. Many messages from them, thanking me for the experience. The clients naturally wouldn't understand better, due to the fact that I was always on drugs (which none of them even noticed, I concealed everything so well), really addicted to painkillers and benzodiazepines to manage the inhumane working conditions, and I had obstructed my mind from remembering too much, to secure my inner self, like the majority of us do in prostitution. I would just sit on my bed later on, looking at the money, focusing on it, counting my savings every day to keep myself encouraged, and counting how much more I would have to conserve to retire. To never ever return, to leave and to forget all that had happened in prostitution.

I was one of those who never had lots of choices. Sometimes I tried to get disability, however the bureaucracy failed me over and over again-- my psychological health had actually been incredibly shattered all my life, I couldn't even go to a grocery store alone anymore. However I also had no one to assist me, no real safety net. My self-esteem was extremely low, beginning with childhood abuse, continuing well into adulthood, a nonstop cycle. No education whatsoever. No work experience in any other industry than the sex industry, not even a day.

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All I might concentrate on every minute of my life was to get the inspiration to go on living at all, to breathe, and to go on serving my self-centred, requiring, wife-cheating, clinging, stalking, bargaining, rude customers. I saw no escape.

I had actually quit my cherished kid, merely not to destroy her life as I was gradually messing up mine-- I referred to as a truth I would have destroyed her life simply by being me, even if it was the last thing I wished to take place no matter how I would have attempted to safeguard her, I seemed like I destroyed whatever I touched.

There is so much disrespect in the world of prostitution that reasonably regular human behaviour from customers felt like a present from God. The kids were constantly informed we are not worth anything.

I have actually begun to treat my customers with as much disrespect as they have for me, to start with, involuntarily. If a customer in fact paid the complete rate, I was so appreciative for his additional generosity for the clingy! If a customer didn't verbally or physically attack me too severely, I saw him as a keeper!

I still see no escape prior to I have actually conserved up enough for the rest of my life, however I have actually thought of all this through and through. No more lies! I have actually attempted whatever to go out, however I keep falling back.

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