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I am not one of those This is my calling!, or I can choose my customers and I would never ever work with the undesirable ones! I do not want to belittle their experiences, part of it might be true for them, however after numerous years of hearing from them-- hearing how my negative experiences in prostitution are all my own fault and needs to not be spoken of, I have begun to question their truth as well, not simply my own reality. I was also among those who talked the clients how lovely it is to see them, how delighted I am to work with them, how they are my favourite customers. I truly attempted to make myself believe it too.

The reality is, of course, I was really delighted to see their money, and I was also really pleased to see them leave me alone after our sessions. Cheerfully yelling at them as they left: Thanks! Which in fact implied: Thanks for the money so I can survive another day, I'm so happy that it's over for today. But I will never get out of this miserable task, so I must try to keep my regulars delighted to avoid the risks that come with meeting new customers.

And I was typically told by clients that my Girlfriend Experience was amazing, almost best. I was frequently told that I was totally involved with my clients in our sessions. What sex? I have no memories of the sex part at all, they are all suppressed under the well-practised efficiency. The efficiency that assisted me survive in this world considering that I was a kid.

The clients wondered if there were in fact some real, hot feelings in between us. Many messages from them, thanking me for the experience. The clients obviously would not know much better, since I was always on drugs (which none of them even discovered, I concealed all of it so well), extremely addicted to pain relievers and benzodiazepines to manage the inhumane working conditions, and I had blocked my mind from remembering too much, to protect my inner self, like the majority of us perform in prostitution. I would simply rest on my bed afterwards, looking at the cash, concentrating on it, counting my cost savings every day to keep myself motivated, and counting how much more I would have to conserve to retire. To never return, to leave and to forget all that had actually taken place in prostitution. Ever. To eliminate every detail of my past.

I was one of those who never ever had numerous options. At times I attempted to get disability, however the bureaucracy failed me over and over again-- my mental health had been incredibly shattered all my life, I could not even go to a grocery store alone anymore. But I also had no one to assist me, no actual safeguard. My self-confidence was extremely low, starting from childhood abuse, continuing well into the adult years, a continuous cycle. No education whatsoever. No work experience in any other market than the sex industry, not even a day.

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All I might concentrate on every minute of my life was to get the inspiration to go on living at all, to breathe, and to go on serving my self-centred, requiring, wife-cheating, clinging, stalking, bargaining, rude customers. I saw no escape.

I had actually quit my cherished kid, merely not to destroy her life as I was gradually messing up mine-- I referred to as a truth I would have destroyed her life simply by being me, even if it was the last thing I wished to take place no matter how I would have attempted to safeguard her, I seemed like I destroyed whatever I touched.

There is so much disrespect in the world of prostitution that reasonably regular human behaviour from customers felt like a present from God. The kids were constantly informed we are not worth anything.

I have actually begun to treat my customers with as much disrespect as they have for me, to start with, involuntarily. If a customer in fact paid the complete rate, I was so appreciative for his additional generosity for the clingy! If a customer didn't verbally or physically attack me too severely, I saw him as a keeper!

I still see no escape prior to I have actually conserved up enough for the rest of my life, however I have actually thought of all this through and through. No more lies! I have actually attempted whatever to go out, however I keep falling back.

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