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I am not one of those This is my calling!, or I can pick my customers and I would never work with the unpleasant ones! I do not want to belittle their experiences, part of it may be true for them, but after many years of hearing from them-- hearing how my negative experiences in prostitution are all my own fault and needs to not be spoken of, I have started to question their truth as well, not just my own reality. I was also among those who talked the customers how beautiful it is to see them, how pleased I am to work with them, how they are my favourite clients. I really tried to make myself think it too.

The reality is, of course, I was really pleased to see their cash, and I was likewise extremely happy to see them leave me alone after our sessions. Cheerfully yelling at them as they left: Thanks! Which in fact meant: Thanks for the cash so I can survive another day, I'm so pleased that it's over for today. But I will never ever get out of this unpleasant task, so I must try to keep my regulars happy to prevent the risks that come with fulfilling brand-new customers.

And I was often told by customers that my Girlfriend Experience was amazing, almost ideal. I was often told that I was totally included with my clients in our sessions. What sex? I have no memories of the sex part at all, they are all suppressed under the well-practised efficiency. The efficiency that helped me survive in this world since I was a kid.

The customers questioned if there were actually some genuine, hot feelings between us. Lots of messages from them, thanking me for the experience. The clients naturally would not understand better, because I was always on drugs (which none of them even saw, I hid everything so well), very addicted to benzodiazepines and pain relievers to handle the inhumane working conditions, and I had blocked my mind from keeping in mind excessive, to safeguard my inner self, like most of us perform in prostitution. I would just rest on my bed later on, taking a look at the money, focusing on it, counting my cost savings every day to keep myself motivated, and counting just how much more I would have to save to retire. To never return, to leave and to forget all that had happened in prostitution. Ever. To eliminate each and every single information of my past.

I was one of those who never had lots of options. At times I tried to get disability, but the administration failed me over and over again-- my mental health had been incredibly shattered all my life, I couldn't even go to a supermarket alone anymore. However I likewise had nobody to assist me, no actual safeguard. My self-confidence was very low, beginning with youth abuse, continuing well into the adult years, a perpetual cycle. No education whatsoever. No work experience in any other industry than the sex market, not even a day.

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All I might concentrate on every minute of my life was to get the inspiration to go on living at all, to breathe, and to go on serving my self-centred, requiring, wife-cheating, clinging, stalking, bargaining, rude customers. I saw no escape.

I had actually quit my cherished kid, merely not to destroy her life as I was gradually messing up mine-- I referred to as a truth I would have destroyed her life simply by being me, even if it was the last thing I wished to take place no matter how I would have attempted to safeguard her, I seemed like I destroyed whatever I touched.

There is so much disrespect in the world of prostitution that reasonably regular human behaviour from customers felt like a present from God. The kids were constantly informed we are not worth anything.

I have actually begun to treat my customers with as much disrespect as they have for me, to start with, involuntarily. If a customer in fact paid the complete rate, I was so appreciative for his additional generosity for the clingy! If a customer didn't verbally or physically attack me too severely, I saw him as a keeper!

I still see no escape prior to I have actually conserved up enough for the rest of my life, however I have actually thought of all this through and through. No more lies! I have actually attempted whatever to go out, however I keep falling back.

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