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I am not one of those This is my calling!, or I can select my customers and I would never work with the undesirable ones! I do not want to belittle their experiences, part of it might be true for them, however after many years of hearing from them-- hearing how my negative experiences in prostitution are all my own fault and must not be spoken of, I have started to question their truth as well, not just my own truth. I was also among those who talked the clients how charming it is to see them, how pleased I am to work with them, how they are my favourite clients. I truly tried to make myself think it too.

The truth is, naturally, I was extremely pleased to see their cash, and I was also very happy to see them leave me alone after our sessions. Cheerfully shouting at them as they left: Thanks! I had a fun time! Invite back! Which in fact suggested: Thanks for the cash so I can survive another day, I'm so delighted that it's over for today. I will never get out of this miserable job, so I need to try to keep my regulars happy to prevent the dangers that come with fulfilling new customers.

And I was often told by customers that my Girlfriend Experience was incredible, almost best. Simply an impression or was it real, Jo? This was asked in some cases. I was frequently informed that I was totally involved with my clients in our sessions. That my pleasure was not fake, that I actually seemed to like sex. What sex? I have no memories of the sex part at all, they are all suppressed under the well-practised efficiency. The performance that helped me endure in this world since I was a kid.

The clients questioned if there were in fact some genuine, hot sensations in between us. Lots of messages from them, thanking me for the experience. The clients obviously would not understand much better, since I was always on drugs (which none of them even observed, I hid everything so well), very addicted to pain relievers and benzodiazepines to deal with the inhumane working conditions, and I had actually obstructed my mind from remembering too much, to safeguard my inner self, like most of us perform in prostitution. I would simply sit on my bed later on, looking at the cash, focusing on it, counting my cost savings every day to keep myself motivated, and counting how much more I would have to conserve to retire. To never ever return, to leave and to forget all that had occurred in prostitution.

I was among those who never had lots of choices. At times I tried to get special needs, but the bureaucracy failed me over and over once again-- my psychological health had been incredibly shattered all my life, I couldn't even go to a supermarket alone anymore. I also had no one to help me, no real security net. My self-esteem was extremely low, beginning with youth abuse, continuing well into adulthood, a never-ending cycle. No education whatsoever. No work experience in any other market than the sex market, not even a day.

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All I might concentrate on every minute of my life was to get the inspiration to go on living at all, to breathe, and to go on serving my self-centred, requiring, wife-cheating, clinging, stalking, bargaining, rude customers. I saw no escape.

I had actually quit my cherished kid, merely not to destroy her life as I was gradually messing up mine-- I referred to as a truth I would have destroyed her life simply by being me, even if it was the last thing I wished to take place no matter how I would have attempted to safeguard her, I seemed like I destroyed whatever I touched.

There is so much disrespect in the world of prostitution that reasonably regular human behaviour from customers felt like a present from God. The kids were constantly informed we are not worth anything.

I have actually begun to treat my customers with as much disrespect as they have for me, to start with, involuntarily. If a customer in fact paid the complete rate, I was so appreciative for his additional generosity for the clingy! If a customer didn't verbally or physically attack me too severely, I saw him as a keeper!

I still see no escape prior to I have actually conserved up enough for the rest of my life, however I have actually thought of all this through and through. No more lies! I have actually attempted whatever to go out, however I keep falling back.

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